Allow your heart to untie itself from the wicked webs you have been weaving
You were such a fool for going your entire life believing
That you could never be happy on your own
As if the two phrases could never form a sentence alone.
Since the word lonely left an awful taste on your lips
But it always reminded you of constant Hims
You never had time to learn your smile paired better with your lips
Before The Hims constantly caused it to bedim.
You spent too long convincing them that their hearts matched your shade
That your forgot gold can not be created from grays
Nineteen years old but eternity never felt too far away
Seasons pass and new faces flash as I beg them to stay
Winter consumes my icy skin while summer beckons me to play
Whispering that my eternities will begin any day
Left alone to freeze over in winter while lovers frolic in summer haze
Darling pick yourself up and dust off any of the remains
You are not frozen yet, it only feels that way
Eyes full of stars and a heart of gold
Remember every day you grow old
But you are only nineteen and barley grown
How were you to have known
That you could look in the mirror and relay
That it is only you staring back
And that is more than okay.