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“Bones”
The nickname my mother called meÂ
As I sat on her lap
The sharpness of my bones
Impaling the warmth of her skin
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Bones
The adult human has 206
It feels as if mine are trying to escape me
All of which one can see
Under a thin layer of damaged skin
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Bones
I search for them under the musclesÂ
That I tone
Through making myself smaller
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Bones
The ones that held me together
Experiencing my life with me
Moving me through motions
Without feeling what I have feltÂ
And continue to feel
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Bones
Shattered. Scarred. Broken.
Healing
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Bones
The frame on which I exist
Helping me put the pieces together
The foundation on which I can grow
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My bones know me
Moving me to where I need to be
To thrive
To know what it feels like to live
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Mom, call me bones one more time
Remind me where I’m growing from
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Dear bones,
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One day, I’ll know exactly what you need