Once AgainÂ
Standing on the rooftop screaming your nameÂ
Hate and it’s opposite emanating from the heart you’ve maimed
Wishing I didn’t and hoping it hadÂ
Perhaps then it wouldn’t have hurt this badÂ
But all “great” things must come to an endÂ
And I’m not okay, but I will have to pretendÂ
Regardless, and despite I must let you walk awayÂ
And hold my tongue when my heart begs you to stayÂ
ForeverÂ
We spent the days with whispered sighsÂ
Wasted our time with thought out liesÂ
Would cover our face to roll our eyesÂ
With no spare time to enjoy the highsÂ
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We were always at each others’ throatsÂ
Would hide and try to sugarcoatÂ
Wished the other sink, so we’d stay afloatÂ
And now we’re dying with no antidoteÂ
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We thought forever was our ownÂ
Never fathomed being aloneÂ
But the end is near and we have grownÂ
And thus we must reap what we have sownÂ
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Now we’re left counting daysÂ
Soon we all shall part our waysÂ
And we are moving in a hazeÂ
Our paths an unknown mazeÂ
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Despite everything we’ve gone throughÂ
And the hurt grenades we all threwÂ
The laughs and friends are of trueÂ
And memories from time we have huedÂ
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Alas we know what we did notÂ
We mustn’t waste the time we’ve gotÂ
But venture down the land of thoughtÂ
And dare to seek what we want soughtÂ
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Till the day of future, I say goodbyeÂ
Whilst I swallow my chocked up cryÂ
And let you know I’ll always try
To be your friend till the day I dieÂ
My Words
I write about heartache and painÂ
Find solace in the pouring rainÂ
I depict the stories of present and past
Fall in love with what shan’t lastÂ
I illustrate the prodigious heft of my heartÂ
Wonder if misfortune will remain my chosen form of artÂ
I compose lyrics embedded with tearsÂ
Hoping to rid myself of my numerous fearsÂ
I compile all my ifs, buts and why
Smoking ink- the words are my highÂ
I iterate what my heart desiresÂ
Stand by, whilst my soul’s set on fireÂ
I inscribe syllables of grief upon my skinÂ
The curse of a poet, promises a life of no win
I write consistently and continuouslyÂ
Heart bleeding words quite vigorouslyÂ