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‘I Will Find My Way From You’: On Ariana Grande And The Overbearing Concern Of Fans

Riley Quattrini Student Contributor, Pace University
This article is written by a student writer from the Her Campus at Pace chapter and does not reflect the views of Her Campus.

On July 18, Ariana Grande took the stage at Barclays Center in Brooklyn, New York. That performance would mark the halfway point of her Eternal Sunshine Tour, which will conclude in London on Sept. 1. The end of this tour, however, leaves the next steps in her career open ended. One of Grande’s representatives told People Magazine on Aug. 2 that she will be “finishing the tour and ending it on a high note, both healthily and happily, and then taking a much-deserved break from public-facing work and appearances,” as the “endless, ongoing public scrutiny” she’s faced recently seems to create an uncomfortable environment in the public eye. 

Watching the singer perform live that night was visually and audibly stunning. The stage itself is occupied by a house that undergoes multiple changes throughout the setlist, reflecting the story of self-growth Grande portrays with her songs. From the barren and worn-down bones of a house with dark, moody lighting, to what could be an abandoned home blooming with flowers and new growth, the set design is incredibly thought-provoking for those who lend it their attention. Grande’s dancers help her artistry shine, and they shine themselves while dancing alongside her. To call the whole performance attention-grabbing would be an understatement. It was as though Grande held the entire audience in a trance — not enough of a trance, however, that they were unable to belt along with her; Arianators truly do know every lyric. 

Each transition and costume change during the performance is accompanied by its own video, showing Grande — as a character — in each step of the progress she makes on a journey to understanding herself. Many of these visuals demonstrate how Grande has been forced to grapple with a lack of control over change, like in this video of a transition uploaded by a fan, which plays before she performs “twilight zone” — a song all about second guessing yourself and the feeling of disbelief that comes after a struggle or a big life change. Each ‘era’ of Grande’s albums or famous looks have a cameo in these videos, demonstrating her self-reflection and recognition of her personal growth, while also recognizing the difficulty of letting go of one’s past.

While many of her fans resonated with that message of self-discovery, even more of them have been vocal online as they speculated over Grande’s break announcement. Since the start of her tour in June of this year, Grande has faced a copious amount of scrutiny from “concerned” fans over her weight and physical wellbeing, and it’s not the first time. On April 11, 2023, Grande posted a video to her TikTok account “addressing concerns about [her] body and talking a little bit about what it means to be a person… with a body.” The beginning of the video has a text overlay that reads: “you have talked a lot about it [her body] over the past decade or longer so i’d like to join in this time :)”

To summarize the video, Grande asks fans to be “gentler” and less comfortable commenting on other people’s bodies, whether they believe what they are saying is a compliment or if it is purposefully ill-intentioned, any and all comments are guaranteed to have some kind of an effect. Many fans would make remarks that Grande used to look healthier during a certain period of her life, a period she called “the unhealthiest version of my body.” It was one of the few times Grande spoke out herself in an attempt to quell any discourse, but three years later, fans may need to listen again so that concern doesn’t cross a personal boundary and create conflict. 

“You never know. So be gentle with each other, and with yourself.”

Because this break is intended to start after her tour ends, Grande will no longer be performing alongside Jonathan Bailey in the West End musical revival of Sunday in the Park with George. The casting of these two Wicked co-stars was announced earlier this year in January, with performances starting in the summer of 2027. The production team shared their “complete understanding and support” for Grande’s decision on the official X account for the production on Aug. 2, confirming rumors that she would be leaving the cast.

On Aug. 4, during the first night of her Chicago tour performances, Grande addressed the “break” announcement herself, as seen in a TikTok video posted by Variety. She starts by reassuring fans that her decision was not a “reactive or impulsive” one, but something she had been quietly considering for a while. In that video, she reiterates to her fans that “many things can be true at the same time,” indirectly addressing the myriad of rumors that quickly flooded the internet after the break was confirmed. 

“Yes, boundaries, they need to be set. Human beings can also need a break sometimes. And also, this can be and will continue to be the greatest experience of my professional and creative life,” Grande said.

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#ArianaGrande speaks out about her decision to take a break from her professional career during the first night of her tour in Chicago: “So basically, the announcement that was made yesterday was not a reactive or impulsive thing,” she told the crowd at the EternalSunshineTour. “It is something that I had decided to plan that I had quietly made a long time ago and it’s a decision that was made from a thoughtful and empowered place. And I want you to know many things can be true at the same time. I heard that my fans were worried that negativity was ruining things for me, but I just have to say that could not be more the fuck opposite. Honestly, this is not what that is. And I just want to be very, very clear: Multiple things can be true at the same time. Yes, boundaries, they need to be set. Human beings can need a break sometimes. And also, this can be and will continue to be the greatest experience of my professional and creative life. “No matter what noises exist out there, nothing will ever be able to distort my reality or be more real to me or elaborate to me than this love that we share,” she continued. “The rest of that shit is not mine to carry, so I don’t carry it. I need to get out here and differentiate that from my truth for you all because I love you and this tour has been the most healing, beautiful, corrective, magnificent, special experience of my life.”

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Regardless of the reason for this step back, fans will hopefully accept that anyone would need personal time to recuperate after a long, demanding stint in the public eye, and respect Grande’s personal decisions and boundaries.

Riley Quattrini is a freshman contributor to the Her Campus chapter at Pace University. She loves writing about current pop-culture, music, the arts, and activism. She is a part of Pace's Instagram and Pinterest dedicated to Her Campus, assisting in curating posts and content based on the group's activities and interests.

Outside of Her Campus, Riley is majoring Communications & Media Studies at Pace, aspiring to be a journalist in her future career. She was an avid student in the arts at her hometown high school in Goshen, New York, student directing theater productions while acting in them, creating art and participating in state-wide competitions.

In her downtime, you can find Riley reading, sketching, listening to her favorite artists or The Broski Report, watching her favorite shows, or hanging out with her amazing suite-mates.