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This article is written by a student writer from the Her Campus at Chapel Hill chapter.

when i look out into the wilderness

california appears just beyond my deciduous horizon

with its rusted green doors of 

broken opportunity     of false hope to live

i want to climb the smoked out redwoods

and run into trouble when i crash

into a family of four graveyard ghosts

i am returning to my homeland when i pass through

but i don’t want to leave the eternal chaos of california

i want to feel my skin sizzle in the open

smoke rising from my dry secluded body

i want to see someone other than

the person that always avoids the dangerous landscape of

curiosity beneath the crunch of leaves and dreams

X. Ramos-Lara

Chapel Hill '23

Hello! My name is X. and I'm a senior at UNC-CH majoring in Gender Studies and English. When I'm not stressed out about doing research on non-white gender performance for my thesis I like to write queer poetry. Welcome to this little sliver of my mind!