Pain is a feeling,
A never miss.
Always around like an unforgiving best friend.
I fear her like an abusive spouse.
Pain breaks me down,
Leaves me weak,
It is the reason you find me withered on my needs.
She is so unforgiving,
And I always ask pain why she loves me,
Yet I never get an answer.
She only beats me harder in places the eye can’t see.
I drown in her
Like you drown in the blood of a punctured lung.
Suppose my heart isn’t the only thing bleeding anymore.
Pain she always hangs around.
Even when i feel love touch my lips,
Pain ,she leaves me with such ugly scars.
She leaves me broken and grotesque inside.
I wish you were physical.
Maybe then I could put ice on that.
I wish it was visible
So i could call for help.
She said I could cry all I want
But she’ll always be there.