My brain is constantly blasting several songs at once, to the point where I can’t remember what lyrics go to which song. Kind of like this:
“I’m waking up at the start of the end of the world
But”1 “Life isn’t quite what I thought I’d be”2
“If it don’t hurt now then just wait, just wait a while”3
“It feels rough sometimes, but that’s the real stuff”4
“And I have hands, and I have feet
I’ll never die
I am a freak”5
“Ain’t it fun?
Living in the real world
Ain’t it good?
Being all alone”3
“It started out on a Wednesday and I
Couldn’t figure out why you would be mad at me
Ooh-woah”6
“Day by day, putting on a brave face (hey)
Playing games, taking pain straight away (yay)
Maybe made mistakes but it’s a-ok (wait)
We all need to take a break”4
“But I believe the world is burning to the ground”1
“Gotta get this right I’m scared to death”6
“You choose your words,
Careful voice, in the end I’m not your first choice”7
“Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?”1
“I’m a ghost
Now you see me, now you don’t”8
“Hello, I’m here
I’m living in the wall
I know I might be small
But I am the eighth wonder”5
“Apologize, I’m not a mind reader”8
“Know most people aren’t evil though
Some really just wanna watch you burn”4
“I know you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me”8
“But he’s in your bed and I’m in your Twitch chat”2
“If I’m gonna be honest, I need a little space to breathe
And I’m living and loving my life by the sea”4
“Ain’t it good to be on your own?
Ain’t it fun? You can’t count on no one”3
“I know I let you down didn’t I?”9
“I get the shivers
Whenever I’m thinking about you”6
“Can’t keep everybody pacified, satisfied appetites
My frazzled and distracted mind is acting like a satellite”4
“I wanna leave and live without you
Be on my own again”6
“Let’s see how far we’ve come”1
“Why don’t you just leave me alone?”8
“Let’s see how far we’ve come”1
“Why am I your plan B?”7
“How Far We’ve Come” by Matchbox Twenty1, “Your New Boyfriend” by Wilbur Soot2, “Ain’t it Fun” by Paramore3, “Life By the Sea” by Tubbo4, “Eighth Wonder” by Lemon Demon5, “Shivers” by Halvorsen and Netrum6, “B Team” by Marianas Trench7, “Ghost” by Confetti8, and “I Bet My Life” by Imagine Dragons9.