I don’t feel beautiful.
I do my best to wear what I want and not care what others think;
I always experiment with makeup and new products coming out; and make sure to put my own flair in every new look.
Yet, this still doesn’t help me feel beautiful.
I sometimes feel bad about not feeling beautiful;
Because I know I am beautiful
I look in the mirror everyday and tell myself I deserve to feel beautiful
Yet I don’t.
My oh so amazing friends compliment me in so many ways and I always feel grateful, but I can never fully believe in the words of others and allow myself to feel beautiful.
But right now I think that’s okay
Right here I am admitting I don’t feel beautiful
Because I do have hope that someday that will change;
One day I will honestly and confidently say:
I feel beautiful.