He came with lights
But he left with a twinkle
Was it true love?
For the times I suffered
A tenderness in my heart
A yearning to let go
But only he made sense
To my heart
All I wanted was to wrap him
In my warmth
But he left me with chills
With her name on his lips
I couldn’t bear the agony
The need to belong to him
But the line of belonging to no one…
I wished my name became his habit
I wanted to be his sparkle
His enigma
But all I was, was an enigma
I wasn’t the glistening of his eyes
But she was…
Only if I could become her
Transform into the light
The more pain I carry
The more I drown
How do I suffice this pain?
I was a burning phoenix
And he made me set myself
Ablaze…
He was my end
I knew all along
I loved him until I shattered
Until I broke my own heart
How could he not see?
We weren’t for each other
And I knew all along
All I wanted was belonging
Yet I become a stranger to myself
I became the glistening
But he doesn’t recognize
The only star that shined was me.
Our story
Our pain
Our desire for us
The story of us
Has begun to unfold
But, I wait for an answer
Bliss for a moment
A sorrow forever
Maybe a blessing forever
Only if we could be us
Forever.