Sinking into a deep dark ocean
She drowned and drowned
Over and over again
Her fears came alive
Thorns to her heart
A sea of life around
But she drowned deeper
A gorgeous array of blue all around
A hand on the surface
But she sank to the depth of her pain
A sparkle in the eye
A jolt of tears
A bundle of sadness hidden in her heart
A cry for help
But she drowned deeper
She drowned to meet a silence so deep
Excruciating pain
Excruciating guilt
Excruciating desire to live once more.
She sank deep
She drowned with life inside
But a questioning within
A battle within
Do I want to live?
Drowning in her dreams
Drowning in her desires
Drowning in her happiness
Just drowning into the deep dark ocean
Drowning to a lifeless soul
Drowning in pain
Drowning over and over again.
It hurt her but she had to
Drown in her own scintillating light.
In her own sparkle that dulled
Drowning it is
Drowning again
Just drowning deeper
Deep into the unknown sea.