A Poem About Youth

Climbing to Mars

You know what I always disliked when I was growing up

 

When adults would tell me not to say I hated something because “hate is a strong word”

 

Yeah? So?

 

I’m thirteen and I have strong feelings

 

Just as heat rises to the ceiling my faith carries me higher past the land of dreaming

 

I soar through imagination and zip past fantasy and find myself faced with reality

 

I’m told to come to a slow stop and approach with caution

 

It’s not uncommon to be affected by its toxins

 

But I didn’t listen

 

There was no need to pretend

 

My thoughts flew high and like branches on a tree I began to extend

 

My limits became opportunities I thought were unattainable

 

The rush in my bones unexplainable

 

The only thing I could think of was growing

 

Bouncy and vivacious

 

My mother wasn’t kidding when she said she couldn’t imagine my lively spirit thinning

 

She said, “I still remember you as the little girl who overwatered the flowers because you didn’t know when to stop giving”

 

I was open

 

Not one to leave words unspoken

 

With my heart on my sleeve, I never anticipated the day where someone would say “hey… you’re going to get hurt”

 

Those words, something in me snapped when my heart felt their touch

 

Like the strings on a guitar when you wind them too much

 

The air went cold and the pitter patter of the rain stunned my brain

 

I never thought that growing up would mean the loss of my imagination

 

Edges are sharpened, and the walls are hardened

 

A dream board of glorious technicolor turned to blue hues

 

The emerald green fields now doused by monsoons

 

I am left to wallow in the gray

 

But then I looked to you, and you said

 

“I know kid, I think about space in this scenario where gravity is everyone else and we are the space vessel. Everyone thought we couldn’t go to the moon, but we did, and nobody thinks we’ll go to Mars, but we will. You’re meant for space. Everyone who feeds off of pulling people back down is meant to stay where they are.”

 

When someone criticizes you and doubts your process, their words highlight their own shortcomings, not yours

 

Love and light doesn’t mean subservient and uninformed

 

It’s putting your faith in the stars even after someone who you thought was the whole galaxy destroy the light you’ve followed so far

 

You, with all your glory and strength cannot fathom what’s at arm’s length

 

You are everything I want you to be because you are working towards becoming everything you want to be

 

Love with your entire being

 

Do not give into the sound of silence

Staying quiet when you feel like screaming

 

Remember that on somedays even the sun struggles to be seen

 

Other days it shines

 

-Katarina Martinez

 

Courtesy: Your Tango