I understand it, I really do
But what am I gonna do without you?
I thought I’d be the one to break it off
But then my heart just got all soft
You make me feel like I matter
But now I couldn’t be sadder
From the time we met
I didn’t know just yet
That I’d throw up that night
And you’d be my shining light
Embarrassed and feeling small
All my other friends away down the hall
Leaning over the trash can
Who knew I needed a man
To say, “you’re really pretty”
And make me feel all giddy
One year later and we are finally getting close
You’re now the one I want to hang out with the most
You added me to the group
And I finally felt in the loop
Yeah, in the past, we kissed once or twice
But getting to know you was even more nice
Now here comes obstacle number one
Going to Italy, I knew I’d have fun
But leaving you behind felt weird
It’s alright though, I was legally allowed to drink beer
Five weeks away changed my perspective
There now remains few things back home that give me a reason to live
The day comes and I’ve returned
With just three weeks to learn
All about my new best friends
With you ten minutes around the bend
Never did I think I’d feel the way I do
So attached to you
So comfortable and normal
I felt like I was in a portal
In a place where I finally felt like myself
My feelings were no longer just thrown on a shelf
That’s why when things got wet
In the ocean, pool, or in front of your tv set
I’d do anything with you
Sky shining with the moon or with the sun turning it so blue
You know I’ve been hurt
I’ve cried on your shirt
You know this was a big deal for me
You treated me so carefully
Now I’m leaving again
I can’t tell you if it’s really the end
I don’t want it to be
I wish you really loved me
But I get it
I just feel like shit
One day maybe though
Your feelings will grow
And we can both finally see snow
Until then, I’m here
Wallowing in my pile of tears
Because I know it’s too good to be true
Me ending up with you