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I push away the thoughts that constantly eat me away
I sit in bed at night telling myself I should pray
Wondering if one day my depression will just vanish
Because everyday I live all, I feel is empty famish
My heart skips a beat every time I try to breathe
Consumed by this anxiety, is there more than that beneath
The horrible thoughts about what life would be without me
That’s all I can think when I know there’s more of life to see
Trying not to relapse is a hard and mind boggling battle
I distract myself with music but some days it’s hard to tackle
Living everyday with a feeling that’s indescribable
Constantly finding myself wondering if I am even likeable
Mental health wars don’t always end in a positive
I think so negative why can I be more provocative
I know I have reasons to be here on this earth
But many days I struggle to find my sense of worth
I will keep fighting until the day I can’t no longer
Maybe in the next lifetime I’ll be a lot more stronger