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Effects of YouTube

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Zara Vaccarella Student Contributor, University of Illinois - Chicago
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Claudia Martinez Student Contributor, University of Illinois - Chicago
This article is written by a student writer from the Her Campus at UIC chapter and does not reflect the views of Her Campus.
Confessions of a fan girl:
CRAZY and amazing
This YouTube sensation
Satirical entity without shame
No, this one is different-special
A beautiful angel
His surreptitious glancing gets me by
Crying over you but it’s no use really
The pain goes away ONLY for a moment 
Just another desperate fan girl 
Is all one could think
I could never
I will never 
Be more than what I am
With you and only you is where I should be
With you and your fantastic soul
God nor Satan can help me
Help me
I’m dying to see your beautiful smile
Your touch I wish to feel
Your voice I need to hear again
This man I crave 
This man I cannot have
Cannot have once again
I’ll hold on to whatever I can
That one 
This one that makes me cringe with excitement and joy
Then leaves me feeling breathless 
Hopeless and drained
I’m struggling to keep my wits about me
Exaggeration
Infatuation-I’ll entertain that idea
But never
NEVER am I numb to what I am feeling
Fully aware, God I can see clearly now 
This feeling gets me by
It keeps me high
It feels so good
So fake–so FAITH
Is all I have now
I fear what I cannot have
I fear what I have created
What have I created?
This sickening feeling I am powerless without it
I can’t get away from it
I hate it
But I want it more and more
I want it, yes I crave it
I cannot thrive 
Thrive or function without it
It consumes me, controls ME
This daily obsession with an intangible being
You are a sad human being, you know that?
Frustrating 
Yet here I am once again
I’m struggling to break free but nothing can ever be
Be as great as this phenomenal being
That happens to be loved by many 
This Youtube sensation
Satisfaction is what I need
Need 
I need to go back
So I’ll keep going back
Back again to watch your sweet face
And once again 
Again I am lost in the world of cyberspace 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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Zara Vaccarella

UIC

Zara is an 18 year old young woman. She is currently working on her Bachelors degree in Sociology. She is a textbook gemini, level headed, determined, accepting, and positive. Zara loves to write, laugh, headbang, love, run, play video games, and eat. She is extremely passionate about LGBT rights, poetry, paranormal things, WWE wrestling, metal music, correct spelling, and again...food. Shes Italian so it makes sense right? Food is amazing. Zara tries her best to be open minded and loves everyone for their differences as well as similiarites. She is quite excited(and stressed) to be at UIC. 
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Claudia Martinez

UIC

Claudia was born in Mexico and moved to Chicago at the age of 8. She is currently attending the University of Illinois at Chicago as a Marketing major. She is really excited to be a part of the HerCampus team and is ready to make HC grow at UIC. She can’t go a day without exercising and especially enjoys Zumba! She loves fashion and reads blogs every day, that’s where she gets her inspiration when she dresses, and hopes to one day have her own! Claudia is currently a representative for AKIRA Chicago, for discount codes contact her at (cmarti74@uic.edu). She strives to be a better person every day, and is really thankful for everything she has. One of Claudia’s favorite quotes is “Enjoy all that you have while you pursue everything that you want”.