The sun is too happy today
And I don’t know if I feel better or worse now
Now that there’s a name to the sirens
A name to their tears on their lawn
The sun is too happy today
It seems wrong to have such warmth
On a day where our minds are so cloudy
And we can’t seem to move
The sun is too happy today
“I’m so sorry, I’m here for you”
Is all I can seem to say
I’ll send my love, unimportant in this moment
Because in this moment
The sun is too goddamn happy
And I just picture your face as you catch the mail
And throw it into the bucket
Such a simple act
But that’s how I know you
I didn’t know you
But I really did
And I wanted to know you more
But I knew your smile and your laugh
I knew the ease you brought with you
I knew that the sun was always happy with you around
So why does it smile today