I always think about your eyes
the first time we met.Â
They were shining like the ocean,
cerulean clear,
a soft breeze carrying away
the clouds.Â
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You shivered in my presence
and when I asked why,Â
you said you were afraid.Â
Were you afraid of theÂ
quick beats of your heart,Â
the way they felt in your chest?Â
A new sensation breaking through
a thunderous storm of contentment.Â
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I was hot.
Heat burned through my veins,Â
impulsive and mean,
harsh and strong,Â
I needed help to heal the burns left behind.
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You were cold.Â
Frozen and still,Â
gentle snow resting on a wooden roof
in December,
wishing on a star that rode through the indigo sky
as if it has always been yours.
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To me,Â
all of the stars look like you,
bursts of light in the darkness,
appearing and
disappearingÂ
in the same instant.Â
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Through the fire and the rain,
I thought we would escape the war
of smoke and frost.Â
With all the tears, all the pain
I thought we would make it past
the pale blue ghosts shiftingÂ
from place to place,Â
beneath the summertime silhouette,
hidden from the sandy shore.Â
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I always think about your eyes
the first time we met.Â
And how far we’ve come.Â
And how quickly all of our time hasÂ
gone.