Dear Black Women,
No I didn’t forget about you. How can I forget about the mother of us all? The strongest, most resilient, beings there are. Black Women you are magic, I don’t know why we are often forgotten about, why our news never seem to get media coverage. They don’t record our death rates, we don’t know that we are murdered 3 times more than white women are.
They are literally killing us and no one’s keeping up. Sandra Bland, Kory Gainz, Tanisha Anderson, Miriam Carey, Yvette Smith, Shelly Frey, Darnisha Harris, Malissa Williams, Alesia Thomas just to name a few have all been killed by/in police custody.
They tried to get us to believe that our stories weren’t worth covering, that black women aren’t dying at the same rates as black males, that we have nothing to worry about, that we should just march quietly and hold signs of our fallen brothers, but who marches for us? Who fights for us? Who spreads the word about us? Women have been carrying the world on their back for years, but who’s going to carry us?
Then they call us bitter, we’re bitter and black because fathers failed to do their jobs, and defined the term inferior and unworthy before we even had a chance to spell it. Because countless men use, belittle, deframe, and bash us we’re bitter because we’re hurt. Because there are a lot of wounds no one has tried to heal, because so many people thought of our bodies as something to glorify but won’t stick around long enough to know the soul inside.
Black women we aren’t bitter, we aren’t angry, we aren’t ghetto, we aren’t too independent. We’re fighters, mothers, supporters, ambitious, worthy, sometimes fathers, multi-talented, courageous, inspiring, uplifting, and powerful. We don’t conform to the rules of society. No we won’t cut our dreads, and heat-damage our natural hair to conform to European standards.
No, we don’t have to go natural to get in touch with our roots, and sing to Erykah Badu just to prove we are woke.They want us to fit this image like we shrink on command, they weren’t told that black women don’t have to bend or change to make other people happy. We’re brilliant whether you see it or not. This world has tried to shake us, break us, eliminate the right for us to vote, make us believe that men won’t want us if we aren’t light skin, 5’5, with a fat ass and long hair.
But who says that we will want them?They tried to separate us in teams, #teamlightskin, #teamdarkskin. Making our babies feel unwanted before they reach the age of 10. Everyone wanted North but no one thought Blue Ivy was cute, they’ve been separating us since house slaves and field slaves. Having us believe that one shade is more powerful than the other just to divide us, but to them when we apply for a job we’re still Black, when we go ask for a loan we are still black, when we need a cosigner for our business we are still black.
They’ve separated us from our sisters long before we could even form a bond with another. Looking down, judging, hating, stealing men all because we were brought up on the ideology of no one wanting us so we have to take. That isn’t true, you can love and wish your sister well without tarnishing your own success. Her blessing never took from yours, we have to build and come together because, black women we have choices, we have preferences, we don’t need to fit anyone’s guideline, they need to fit ours.
No we don’t only cook, clean, and raise children. We are hustlers, go-getters, bosses, Bill gate’s in the making. The power of black women is that we don’t give up, no matter how many people don’t believe in us, don’t want us, or don’t appreciate us it’s in our nature to bounce back. We are queens, we wear crowns over here, it’s no typical image of what a black women looks like, because we are versatile and interchangeable.
We are unique, there’s no one like us. Our melanin oozes down our being, we demand attention when we walk in the room. There are Dr.Miami’s because people want to photocopy our look, they say we are too dark and too thick but we have people who are using foundation that is way darker than their skin.
We have people putting injections in places injections aren’t supposed to be, just to look like us, and they say that we aren’t game changers, that we aren’t innovative, when we have a whole world flocking towards us just to get the recipe.
No matter how many black men you date, how many Black friends you have, how much black slang you know, how many boxer braids you rock, how sharp your contour line is, how overdrawn your lips are, how tan you make your skin, how “down” you try to be, you can never be a black woman, black women are unique. I love you black women, even if they don’t love you, or appreciate your complexion you set the foundation for all things great.
Many won’t understand, many will complain but there’s something about being a black woman that can’t be changed.
Love your sister,
Yinde