Body shivering
Stomach throbbing
Aching thighs and legs
And the question is
What is wrong with me?
Last time I felt like this
Was four years ago
A situation that changed my life
Not for best but for the worst
It made me stronger but did it really?
They say when a man tells you what he’s going to do, believe him
So I believed you
You said I’ll be pregnant by next summer
Ask me if I’m ready to be a mommy
Repeating over and over that you’re going to get me pregnant
But then turn around and tell me to go on google
Abortions and being a single mother
Abortions and being a single mother
Instead of being a man
You rather take me back to that 18-year old little girl
Who was scared and helpless
Or turn me into my mother
And you knew that
You knew I never want that to happen again
Keep saying you know what to do, you know what to do
Why do I have to find solutions to your actions
Yes I am wrong as well
For first trusting you
And rejecting my instincts
For accepting everything
And defending you
And now look at your actions
Causes body shivers
Stomach throbbing
Aching thighs and legs
Are you pregnant, you ask
The answer is ……….