This time I promise to act as rationally as possible
For my own sanity… yes indeed
Strictly for you- wait no
Correction, myself
Yes…myself
Then you’ll be pleased
And by then you’ll see
That I am perfectly sane
The last one could not comprehend
Nor understand
That I was completely sane
In my words and my antics
Sane enough to know
When to be dramatic
How to cause a scene
And what strikes a nerve
Honestly and truly
The last one taught me
That to fight fire with fire
Makes for a lit time
When they yell you yell louder
They go low you go lower
Cut deep, you must cut deeper
And when it’s all over, do it again
Because you only listened when I yelled
We only saw eye to eye when we were low
The deepness only ever got skin deep
And the only time you showed up was to do it again
And again
…and again
This time I know
I am perfectly sane
I comprehend and understand
Who I am
I am Mrs. Chaos.