Have you ever been in a relationship so toxic you wonder who will make it out alive?
The type of love that leaves you jealous and overzealous.
The type of love that has no trust.
The type of love that suffocates you slowly as the seconds pass.
The toxicity leaves you up at night wondering who is laying next to them when they leave your sight.
The energy that makes you jump to conclusions because your intuition has never been wrong.
A relationship where one word can start an argument that leaves wounds from hurtful name calling.
Who would want such a thing?
A thing where you question your own worth and whether you’re settling or not.
A thing where you have nightly soliloquies, ‘I told you so”.
A thing where you self sabotage so that they can never leave you, and it was you who left.
An affair where you see yourself changing how you think, how you feel, and how you operate.
It doesn’t matter how many times you have given up, and it doesn’t matter how many times they gave up.
You both seem to come together.
To hand each other a bandage after we created the wound in the first place.
A kiss and an apology that makes things whole again.
To stare into each other’s eyes and see the pain that can’t be taken away.
A love that seems never ending, in both good ways and bad.
A love that is dangerous, yet so tempting.
The heaviness in your heart today is different than the butterflies you felt yesterday
Have you ever loved your own villain in your life?