That ever so slight whisper
Drawing you nearer
Pulling you closer
Causing you to linger
That calling
So sweet and soothing
Persevering so strongly
Holding on with no warning
Grasping
Tightening
Fighting
Indulging
Losing
Oh sleep
Or is it depression?
Pulling me in, lulling me to sleep
Hiding me from the world
Extending my nights
But delaying my days
Oh depression
Or is it sleep?
I never want to leave the warm embrace
Except when it becomes suffocating
To remain in this relaxed state
Causing immobilization
Oh sleep
You mock me
Run from me
Ignore me
But depression
You demote me
You hold on to me
Tightly
Constantly on my mind
I can never escape you
The moments;
Days;
Weeks;
That you’re away are complete bliss
To break from your icy grip
Running with weak lungs and heavy limbs remind me
Haunt me
Of your everlasting presence
The joy I feel running from you,
That shot of ecstasy
The adrelianline of life
Pulses in my veins
Sends electrifying waves down my body
This break euphoric
And I don’t want this high to end
Yet