A little seed formed in your precious tummy and that seed was me.
Oh what a mommy to be.
I am getting comfortable in your womb and can feel your warmth.
Mommy I am growing and yes, I have a heartbeat and mommy did you see me on the screen?
I have hands and feet now, and these hands are formed to hold your beautiful hand mommy.
Mommy your body is being used in the most beautiful way.
But mommy what is wrong? Why are you crying? Why are you fighting with people?
I am worried because I can feel mommy’s heart heavy and sadness all over.
Mommy do not worry you are going to be okay we can get through this together.
Mommy is still sad making me not sleep and uncomfortable, but I still cannot see what is wrong.
I hear mumbling with other people around my mommy and it sounds serious. I think they are talking about me.
I do not want to give you any trouble mommy, please tell me what is wrong.
Nighttime came and I felt my mommy tossing and turning and grabbing her tummy more.
Mommy was trying to hold me while in the womb she is so sweet, I love her so much.
I am now considered a fetus and I know that does not sound like much, but I am a human.
Mommy wakes up early and we were off to the doctors. I have been to the doctor’s before, so I know how this goes. Mommy gets to see me!
But this doctor’s office felt off. I do not know what is going on, but I am with my mommy that is all that matters.
Mommy is on the exam table and I hear her sobbing. I do not want this doctor to harm her. I am scared and all I can do is float in her fluid of her womb.
Slowly I feel a vacuum suctioning me away, I feel a threat, there is no power that will take me away from my mommy. I try to mark my territory, but I am not strong enough.
Instead of ten fingers I only have two left, my leg is gone, I am disappearing, and I began to understand that it was my mommy’s decision for me to be gone.
I was confused but I began to feel my Creator’s presence and a whisper of I will be okay. The last body part to leave my mommy’s womb was my heart.
But do not worry mommy I will still love you.