Dear Diary, F*ck my Ex

A year ago, I wrote a poem for my creative writing class about a guy I was dating so I thought I would reflect and write another piece in relation to this poem. It's a letter.

Please read it if you'd like:

To preface, this guy was a P.O.S. and a gaslighting little boy. Safe to say I have recognized my worth.


Dear you,

I think about every day 

But not in the way you think.

I think of you with pride that I blocked you

Blocked you out of my life, from

texting me 

calling me 

The way you love to manipulate women is not for me 

I want to thank you for teaching me so much 

I lost myself loving you but found myself thanks to it

I never loved you

I realized I am strong, intelligent, and divine.

Respectfully, leave me alone. I wish to never see you again. I will never write a food poem about you again because that's such a disgrace to poor food.

Food is much better than you.




If you are in an abusive relationship please tell someone because it's not what you deserve. Some men believe in overpowering women, but that's NOT RIGHT. It's 2021 and we are not tolerating that shit anymore. You have the ability to stand on your own two feet and provide for yourself.

Please seek help. Excuses can only go on for so long. Plus you are so young and deserve to play the whole field and never settle for less.