Solidarity
I see them all the time
Everyone and their groups
But here I am alone again
I never really fit in with them
I never really had those friends
That stay there until the end.
They say goodbye to you
But they come back again
Another night. When I say
Goodbye to my friends I don’t
Usually see them again.
Everyone knows how life goes,
Life changes like the wind blows,
Constant and consistent.
We get busy we don’t talk.
I would give anything
To walk back to you after
A long day, and party
The night away one last time.
I wish you would have stayed.
Unshared Interest
I always think of you.
The times we shared.
I know that you cared.
I know that I didn’t.
However, I guess caring
All by itself is never
Truly enough, now is it?
Those eyes
I could have sworn
I saw the entire globe
And every ray of
Sunshine after a cloudy day
In those pretty eyes.
Oh brother, not another
One with mesmerizing eyes.
Falling In Love
That feelings back again.
The one when you realize
You don’t want to be friends.
You realize you want to
Watch the night end,
With the same person
You still call just a friend.
It’s raining
The rain keeps finding me
Just when I assume that
Just maybe, there will be
Some sunlight, it rains all night.
I can’t get away, or enjoy the day
Everything I want to say, is
Usually ruined by a cloud’s overlay.
Unexpected friendship
I never thought that,
I would meet someone.
Someone who gets me.
Someone to laugh with.
Someone to share secrets.
I never knew I needed you,
Until you and I shared,
One awkward laugh in the quad.
Now, I can’t even imagine life,
Without you in it.
Table
Every night I sit,
at the same table.
I look at the road,
I watch the cars go
by. I look at the sky
I wonder why am I
still awake this late?
I should go to bed
but instead, I sit
outside, feel the
wind hit my skin
and I listen to the
world I’m trapped
inside of. Between
loneliness and seeing
others, between being
awake and asleep, in
between realities. I
know my alarms going
to go off in an hour,
and I still haven’t gone
to bed yet. I’ve been at
this table watching the
sunrise. I don’t want to
sit at this table anymore.
I don’t want to listen to the
rain pour. I don’t feel like
listening anymore.